liseboeding ライブヌードカメラショー＆チャット

To learn how to up before noon and not feel like a panda after a party. To stop buying clothes "for when I lose weight" and finally start wearing the things already hanging in my closet. To pass all my tests without midnight meltdowns and messages to my friends at 3:14 a.m. saying "I'm done, I'm stupid, I'm going to die." To learn how to do makeup that looks expensive, not like "I tried for 40 minutes and it still looks meh." To save money… at least until the middle of the month. Okay, at least not spend my entire scholarship in the first three days. To accidentally become someone’s muse — so that a guy sees me in the library, wearing headphones with messy hair, and thinks: "That’s her." To have no one sit next to me on public transport with a huge backpack breathing down my neck. To go on a date where there’s no awkward silence and no "so what do you do in your free time?" question in the first five minutes. To find that perfect red lipstick that actually suits my skin tone and doesn’t make me look like a clown. To learn how to take photos of myself without needing 47 attempts and still ending up using a filter. To open my bag and not find crumbs, three receipts from two months ago, and one dried-up lip gloss tube. To become the kind of girl who smells nice, looks well-groomed, and at least roughly knows what she wants from life. Or at least the girl who always has clean hair and a charged phone. Okay, let’s start with clean hair.