Cherry-XO

Hello cuties! My name is Lana 19 years old, Im from Narva, Estonia. I'm so excited to meet new people and new thing. My entire life it was easier for me to interact with animals and older people, because im not successed in communication with rs. I have only one friend from another country, so its hard to be social enough. In the near future, I want to leave Estonia and go to Europe because of people. Its kinda usual to hear of love stories and friendships formed at Euro-trips! People keep telling me that there are a lot of beautiful landscapes and quite literally moments that will make you almost involuntarily shout "WOW!". Estonia doesn't hold me in any way, so i want to change it to something different. Im kinda excitable, so most of time im spending on playing at theatre or videogames. The whole communication with society is depends on my theatre work, thats the only way. I love to make people smile while they are a looking at me and at my performance. Its making me happier to notice how people mood improves and they are clapping for me after my performance. But to be honest, this is one-sided communication, they are getting happier while im still being sad. I want to move on and try to leave Estonia, because I have not met a person who could make me feel the same feelings and light a spark in my eyes. Every time im looking at the mirror I couldn't find any lights or sparks of happiness in my eyes. I only recently realized that I have never received love in my life. I had cold relations with my parents, so all my intire life I was a quite one. But for everyone Im very positive, friendly, sincere and loyal girl, so dont be afraid to get to know me better. I love to spread love and positivity everywhere I go. XO!